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Name: jenni
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: emo shows, video games, coding, dieting like mad
Expertise: html, css, actionscripting, RPGs
Occupation: Web Designer
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  invazngirl
Member Since:
4/22/2003
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| here is yesterday's intake:|
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Cals |
Fat |
Carb |
Prot |
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| Blue Diamond - Almond Breeze, Unsweetened, Original flavored {1 serving = 1 cup OR 8 fl oz OR 240 mL} ( 0.5 cup )
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20 |
2 |
1 |
1 |
| Boca Meatless Burger Vegan ( 1 serving )
|
100 |
1 |
8 |
18 |
| General Mills - Fiber One {1 serving = 0.5 cup OR 30g} ( 0.5 cup )
|
60 |
1 |
25 |
2 |
| Mango Peach Salsa ( 2 tablespoon )
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15 |
0 |
4 |
0 |
| Mixed
vegetables (corn, lima beans, peas, green beans, and carrots), cooked,
from frozen, NS as to fat added in cooking ( 1 cup ) |
141 |
4 |
24 |
5 |
| Egg, whole, poached ( 1 large )
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74 |
5 |
1 |
6 |
| Hot and Sour Soup ( 1 serving )
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20 |
0 |
4 |
1 |
| Peppers, pickled ( 0.2 cup )
|
11 |
0 |
3 |
0 |
| Egg, white only, cooked ( 0.3 cup )
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24 |
0 |
1 |
5 |
| Soy sauce ( 0.333 tablespoon )
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3 |
0 |
0 |
0 |
| Ben & Jerry's - Stephen Colbert's AmeriCone Dream {1 serving = 0.5 cup OR 105g} ( 0.25 cup )
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140 |
8 |
16 |
2 |
yeah i know i should have eaten more. actually when i was at work yesterday i realize i should eat like 1000-1200 a day. but when i got home, i had to take my medicine (i have a cold coming on) and then hurry to rehearsal. then when i got home from that, i didn't feel like fixing the tuna melt that i planned. so justin came over and got me ice cream. stephen colbert's americone dream!
i woke up this morning and my weight was 110 again. wow that was fast. water weight, but still. that's like 5lb in 3 days.
im having raw squid from the japanese market as we speak. i'm s uposed to take my zicam with food.
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| i did so well yesterday! i kept it under 700 calories and even after smoking some pot, i only ate some kimchee and a pear, which is ok since it's healthy-ish. i seriously lost like 2 lbs in one day. i know it's waterweight, but i look better already!
i'm going to try to keep it under 1000, 800 if possible, for weekdays. weekends i can eat "normal". that worked for me last year.
here is yesterday's:
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Cals |
Fat |
Carb |
Prot |
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| McDonald's - Desserts/Shakes - Fruit 'n Yogurt Parfait {1 serving = 1 parfait OR 11.9 oz OR 338g} ( 0.75 serving )
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285 |
4 |
57 |
8 |
| Oh Boy! Oberto - Beef Jerky, Natural Style, Hickory Smoked {1 serving = 1 oz OR 28g OR 0.25 of 4oz bag} ( 0.75 oz )
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60 |
1 |
4 |
8 |
| Bread, white ( 1.8 regular slice )
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125 |
2 |
23 |
4 |
| Chicken of the Sea Chunk Light Tuna ( 3 oz )
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90 |
2 |
0 |
20 |
| Laughing Cow Light Cheese Spread ( 0.75 oz )
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35 |
2 |
1 |
3 |
| Splenda ( 1 teaspoon )
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1 |
0 |
0 |
0 |
| Reduced Fat Mayonnaise ( 0.5 tablespoon )
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10 |
1 |
0 |
0 |
| Chewing gum, uncoated, sugarless ( 1 piece )
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5 |
0 |
2 |
0 |
| Pear, raw ( 1 small pear (approx 3 per lb) )
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82 |
1 |
21 |
1 |
| Cabbage, Kim Chee style ( 0.2 cup )
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6 |
0 |
1 |
0 |
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| i've been healthier now. unfortunately, with stress and my love for food, my weight is hovering around 115lb now. it's getting me horribly depressed. once again, i'm turning to this community for solace.
with all the added stress of new job, joining a band, and other stuff, is my drinking habit. oh, i'm nowhere near alcoholism, but i do enjoy my nightly cocktails and when i go out having fun, i usually drink like 3 vodka tonics, which are horrible for me (about 120 calories each drink).
i wish i didn't enjoy food so much. i feel so guilty about my indulgences. today is monday. i'm gonna do my hardcore dieting again. drank a lot of tea today, so i was able to skip lunch without suffering too much. when i get home, i'm going to make a delicious low-cal tuna melt for me and the bf. that will bring my caloric intake today to 700. then i'll probably have some instant soup if i get hungry later on the night.
i think the reason for getting off the diet and gaining weight was that i bought so much stuff for myself. i should not be rewarding myself when i did nothing to deserve it.
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| i finally got down to like 102lb now. i basically lost 6 pounds over the last week, and i'm not sure i can keep here there because i lost it with some bad chemicals that i'm going to have to stop using.
i hate how i have no ass anymore. my breasts are so small too. i used to be like 34-27-36, now i'm like 32-24-33. i lost a lot of ass and my jeans don't fit. i think i have to gain it back to 105lb or i'm gonna look gross. trying to find clothes that fit is kind of really tough (and expensive!)
i still love to eat, but i'm scared each time i eat. if i eat out, i feel like i can't track my calories and i feel lost.
tomorrow i'm going to the LA county fair with my boyfriend and my parents. i guess i should be able to gain the 3 pounds back that way since it'll just be fried foods everywhere. but i'm scared. i'm scared that i won't be able to enjoy myself because i'll be worried about the belly i get everytime i eat a lot in one sitting. and i can't smoke around my parents. that sucks also. do they have alcohol at fairs? i hope so. | | |
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that pic makes me feel sexy. i can't wait till i get down to 105lb.
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